Oh, I'm not talking in regards with our actual sexual escapades, or lack there of, I meant in general. No, I'm actually really subby and like the idea of blowing someone more than receiving. Though, blowing me right after a plane trip probably didn't help things.
Anyways, I was just kind of confused, I guess. Mostly because I thought I was gonna enjoy myself, because I thought I wanted to top you, but the desire to do that is nothing compared to what I've felt since then with other people. At the time, what I thought being horny was, was in comparison, barely being aroused compared to what I've felt since. Anyways, once I arrived I realized I didn't want to pound anyone. Completely my fault.
Also, I bet I have more dildos than you now! If you still have 0.