There are always differences, you at home and you at public are different persona. We all wear mask which are interchangeable depending on the situation.
Here is your answer, IRL, I'm considered fucking insane
and finally a monster
. I know these are just labels, they are the expression of the weak whom cannot comprehend my tough love. On the internet however, I'm often considered chill, lovable, mature and comprehensive. This medium allow me to type and think about instead of saying it out-loud without predicament.
Trope I might be associated with: Jerk with a hearth of gold.