Have you ever blacked out?
It's the oddest feeling. I haven't done it very many times, but you feel the exact same each morning after it happens. You wake up, start regaining consciousness, sit up for a second and realize "I don't remember going to bed last night" Then you look for your phone which you hopefully didn't lose. You being to try to piece together what you remember doing, or at least look for clues that will tell you. This morning I found my suit in my closet. Somehow I was able to hang it up. In my suit was $17 of the $50 I started with, an empty flask, and my phone thank God. Started looking at my texts and pictures from the night. Then I saw my texts to my ex and some talked about wanting to go over there. I bit the bullet and called her and asked what I did. Had absolutely zero recollection of that happening.
It turns out about 20 minutes before we left the brewery is when I blacked out. Went back to the house and hung out for a little while before I ran around campus looking for a place to go swimming apparently